I've stopped counting the days, that's how long it's been. I miss him so much it hurts. I'm seeing him everywhere I go, but I know that it can't be real... Because he's gone. Everyone wants me to move on, but they don't understand. How can I just move on when I feel like I've lost a part of myself? I don't want to forget. I don't want to forget h i m. I know he would want me to be strong, to be brave, but I don't know how. I can't forget him, I'll never forget him.