today i deide to g in that new pastry shop wich did open before 3 days because these days im in love in all cakes of course i didnt know i gona like any cake with fruits but well i did and she was delicious to red
with strawberry and on her was little with strawberry so small sweet and red with one bite she was whole mine xoxoxo kiding anyway i wanted to say that i did meet today with her we didnt talk much about now or about future all of it was past and that how igave number to v.. we smiled becuse they didnt know to say where i was so always same thing and all that stupid things did make me thingejjjj well that wasnt bad past but past is past and mo matter how much it was bad or good or you want it back you cant have it twice
and nothing cant be the same so colect memories not things i relized that and now i would gave all this things for that memories but i cant have them
all that did make me thing what would happen if in that time i chosed something else not this what i have right now but what if i picked him how it would be would i be stil that little sad little happy girl naive kind would he love me still like that old me ? what if we both did fight and protected each other
How long I wait for something to happen, i have no idea what actually wait. You? Not you, you're already gone us no no us and we went, also , God knows how. So what are i waiting for? Maybe me , just the way I was before all this? Because this is not me, definitely.