restaurant you me vine stars night for what more to ask whats that inside you or i dont know i dont know how you make it me to smile in every joke you make but you know what i think from experinece you are not like others and Thank you for that moment where everything began to get better,
moment what im talking no moment moments there is more den this i dont i do not have words to express my gratitude for the pleasure that filled my soul, making me to forget in one night with you how much empty my soul was I was thinking that I deserve all evil and accident that befalls me. For the first time, after a while, I dare to think that I deserve at least a part of this good .It is a strange day today. It can not be said that im changing attitudes, but today curtains did fall from some of my windows like masks from my face and they offer a completely new life .
its not hard now maybe we wont touch each other feel breath skin kisses but we will see each other text send pocutres taking memories you promised that we will have new hopes new dreams new future and new life you said i wont be sad forever and im not and thank you for everything for every kiss moment gift and dreams I lost old dreams and you said dont worry we will make new ones and we did i wana thank you for giving me everything i wanted and i promise i will back soon to make it come true you said your teritory alpha male take all what i have not much but its me and i will promise you all i will but i wont say forever because there is no forever with me forever is long time for two souls one day i will have to leave you and break you before you break me
i know you are the one who found me in dark with tears in face with blood in hands you fixed all you could but you are man honey why should i believe in words i feel it i feel loved protected i like moments but its me i have to destroy you
mistake is to know me you know the story and me and that it was hard for me you know it and these nights with tears you know he was the one whom i loved in real how i know it with him nothing wasnt disgusting but with other i want to vomit truth is im not the same so be cerful whom you trust the devil was once an angel im not sorry for this what i done and what i will do better others to feel these things not me better you die rot not me my mistake was to fall in love and i learned my leasson man wont be happy with just one woman so woman should have more den one you will know it when time comes i want to see first how you will suprise me again
I've stopped counting the days, that's how long it's been. I miss him so much it hurts. I'm seeing him everywhere I go, but I know that it can't be real... Because he's gone. Everyone wants me to move on, but they don't understand. How can I just move on when I feel like I've lost a part of myself? I don't want to forget. I don't want to forget h i m. I know he would want me to be strong, to be brave, but I don't know how. I can't forget him, I'll never forget him.