Yeah dont get me wrong that i can chose what to do and whom to give all i have i would invite you in my soul long time ago i dont want to try that i wanted something i wound answer in that calls i would leave my room and be out often i would be out every damn night just to see your face but i dont want to try both of us to my heart will be like some stupid old movie like two souls runing in war zone i dont want to try because thats my heart stone yo uand me gonna be funny things he will play with you in some ways hurt you flirt little but somehow he will keep you in distance to him V..
is abouve me you or others if i came he will just find something to do while he is not hire and when he came you will be pushed away like trash and thats something i dont want to happn not to you perfection of man thats what you are but to my heart that wont mean nothing guess im blind yeah its hard with him sometimes no matter what he do cuz i was broken more den i can remember by him he leaves often and come back when he wants that and i saw his back many times but again guess what my heart doesnt care how i feel yeah bout going away leaving that shit i was thinking about that all these months but i know its hard with him and that im in pain but without him will be worse yeah i bought so mayn crap wich i wanted i fisnished school just i bought to have to go out like normal woaman or something to have fun to feel happy again with vodka cuz i can now
so many thing but i didnt wear nothing yeah i came back and i wasnt i was i was just in room reading book or in net thats all looking pictures in instagram ho others having fun but i stayed there where i was waiting for him and my own heart said that all he did to me that was okay and that i was born very far where im supposed to be and that he is on his way home and im sorry for being stupid for being blind
so much mans passing and yet i dont see no one its it just that im doing this to you
you or anyone else who walks slowly in my life will walk away and im sorry again