at the beginning it was very hard the words wich he said to hurt me i admit that they did hurt me more den i was expected but as the hours passed i forgot them with them he didnt just kill me he killed wat was left of my heart so i dont know it mayne he was angry or he did have bad day but im sure now there is no us this time i needed only two hours to be fine and today i said im fine like 100 times
and was left nothing now i dont have to be afraid im free he wont come near me and he wont hurt me
if he dont know where am i if he cant find me i will never feel that pain he took my heart again and he promised he wont he gona be there for me he gona protect me thats lie he waited momemt of weakness
but this is not me he is not mine he never was because he never loved me he watched me like somone he loved someone he lost and i gona leave him there with his love to rot with her .The night is long like roads
where to go now okay i gona pick up all wats left of me and leave its cold but im survivor i wil walk and walk untill someone find me one day maybe someone gona take my hand i want to go far far away from hire
to forget in time and bad people i i odnt know anymore i have been broken more times that im unsure if im worth being loved I've mistook vodka for love but each and every time i was left alone ache in the pit of my stomach missed calls skipped meals how can i believe in love when I've only been in love with the idea of being loved but man said i didnt want to text me truth is he was the frist person i wanted to talk when i wake up and last i wish to see before i fall asleep .....
he was sorry not for taking my heart he is sorry because he spend his days on someone like me and thats okay to mee he gona be happy he wont spend his precious days with me or years life gona be more easy without me in his way looks like this time i cant get up from ground but somehow i will its okay tonight i will forget all my own sister will help me with that without knowing it i wont be sad person talking about someone who dont care VODKA is great friend for tonight if i wnat to survive i gona need her and tomorrow what happens that will be okay im leting him go as he said to my own demonss