All I know is that today was pretty horrible, and I just...I want to see you. I need to tell you something. Come over. I'll cook you dinner, and we'll talk about our crappy days. I need to talk opss its only in my head again some of dreams but nothing of that wont happen but im happy to know that happened in my head I loved to dream about that even if its not real im happy yes happy to know that I had it time he wont wait for me not anymore and its look like we didnt talk for centuries when you talked with bot of them me and her God knows how much I wished that was me but all I could do is standing there wathing how you spending your days with her and den you came to me and me like me make smile in your face in her to but for her own good as she lied every word I watched you with them I was there near screaming but you didnt see me you cudnt feel me breathing it was like im ghost of girl den question come did you ever love me like I loved you I would cry for you and I know im not her im not evil one but its to cold now I feel it and I know wich type goes in heaven with them there is no me now I feel tired weak I wont forget it oh yes I would like to tell you I made it I was in beach but it wasnt happines in sand i missed something near it den I told them I missed you we come and leave but im still in love my A.... told me God taking good people with him but why why he leaving bad to us and taking good souls maybe me new me one day will see that her rich style is lie when you dont have someone to share to feel it harder like I did but what did I do wrong to have this I ddint want much just wanted two hearts to love me one epic love and one of father's love
Isn't that the point? I mean, as epic as this life is, we'd be giving up so much more if we didn't do this. I've had so much fantasy in my life, with you with him I had Enough for a hundred lifetimes. I'd give it all up for one life with you.
I know I dont deserve your forgivness but now I really need it and to tell you about dream last night and how purple coat with white t shirt was perfect on your body but guess you will never know you were you maybe you cared for me maybe you also loved me but maybe you played who knows but i did i loved you my love was real that enaf for me and if i die i will take you down with me our story is not you jump i jump remember its i die love die and you stay there if she destroy you not my fault she is just full of revange but remember one i need you in nights and whole body can pain me to touch you but years passed if she come and find you dont think its love even if she say so what she will do love you like i did she wont die for you she will make my wish come true put you down and leave den talk about crap how she loved you im tired and lost broken someone cheated world is small
I found truth i cant anymore im not giving up from you or my love im giving up because i cant be saved i cudnt find you in dark and that would pain to know where my dreams did go if you fall its not the end just look up in sky in stars i will ake you down to give life and love to pick to new me i will lie and sleep for little i need rest from life dont worry its just turning it all of i wont erase you even if i miss you or if i scream of pain and people wont hear only me but what she wont help if i lie down drowning in grief, I'd rather hang on to every moment that I ever held you, or every laugh I ever heard, every shred of happiness that we ever had. I would rather spend every moment in agony than erase the memory of you so no i wont erase you i will just let you live