This is a phenomenon known as Diamond Dust, where the snowflakes and ice-particles are so fine that they reflect light in just the right way to create rainbows in mid-air.
And thats all thats it no pint anymore when you look back in past and asking yourself why you hated winter and hy you adoring her so much now white snow cold air what about Christmas making stories in your little head how you will spend your first christmas with someone who really care and that one day you can wake up that you know that its christmas and yo uare not spending him alone not anymore
and soon December will come sooner then you think and where you will be this year we both know you will be in other place but again with same people strangers around you and your fake smile in face and when midnight come you will say yeah new year girl but you still didnt change choice to pick some man any their look cant charm you you see all them like they will be same and when they start to celbrate again kissing each other you kiss them they you warm hugs while you doing all of this with that smile you are asking inside if anyone any of them asked for you but no no one didnt and no one will but somehow there is hope like every December open door look down nothing no one is there just couple of gifts and cards while you are picking them as you look in front of you you see people with gifts in their hands and they coming closer to doors of houses
knocking on the door of loved ones and embracing wiht smiles on face and then you lean on the door with boxes in your hands asking yourself are they giving real smile or they are void just like you are doll did they act or it was real you wont know it den you will close your door sat on floor without Christmas tree unpacking your gifts
knowing that they are not real just part of your life strnage gif from strangers and that your life is not real just like you are not but you will live him anyway knowing that one day fear of death will stop and eternity will begin