the pain was too strong. I let the tears flow and sobs
I had to be quiet that other can not hear me. I cried like a child,
I blamed myself, why did I allow myself to?
There was no one to help me, give me a warm word and hug me. Well, I'm kind of back on at that point
because he would have known how I feel. I closed my eyes, and hugs pillow instead him and yes i still did cry like it would be beeter if i
shed so many tears.However, it is. Easier I felt at once strong and reasonable. It is strange that
after so many tears that night last night i did promes to myself it was last one